Well...I got on the scales today for the first time in about a MONTH...GRRRR (I have been avoiding them like the plague actually! ) I can tell you, I didn't like what I saw...Serves me right for indulging in my 7 Deadly Sins.
Ok...the bottom line is that I have put ON 4.5 lbs...OMG! I am supposed to be going DOWN not UP!!!! Time to get serious again! I am not going to change my ticker above cause...well...that would just be TOO humiliating. It's bad enough that I have to KNOW I have gone up then have to see it again and again everytime I visit my own site...No...I am just going to spend the next couple of weeks getting down again...Then maybe we shall see the ticker start moving in the RIGHT direction. (ie Downwards not upwards).
In many respects I feel like a big, fake, fraud, I mean my whole blog is about loosing weight and yet I have to admit I have put on weight. Here I am supposed to be inspiring and encouraging y'all...and yet it seems that I am the one that needs to be inspired...and encouraged...BIG TIME!
Well, who said that loosing weight would be easy??? Even with WLS you still have to do the hard yards to work with it and not against as I have been over these last few weeks...when all is said and done, I only have myself to blame.
So, you are probably wondering where I have been all week...I don't USUALLY disappear on you like I did last week...Well, I have been absolutely flat out on a couple of projects of mine.
My mate ScaleWhore and I have been working together on the FlabTV project...We have some big plans for it, so are totally renovating the website (hehe and you know how much I like renovating websites...lol). It's off-line, at present, but when we have finished, it is going to be AMAZING! We can both see a HUGE future for FLABTV and it's really nice to have a partner in crime or so to speak.
- ScaleWhore...I just love her name!
- I feel like such a 'whore' to the scales too..It's like the scales are my 'dominant' mistress whipping me into submission whenever I step out of line. The only problem is...'safe' words don't really apply...lol...DANG!
So both these projects have really taken over last week... Slowly I am getting more organised...well...as organised as you can be with two toddlers, and an obsession with the internet.
5 comments:
Congrats on making the decision to get back on the wagon.
Admitting to "mistakes" and learning from them is very powerful stuff. It should inspire lots of folks, too.
LMAO at the box about my name.
Hey girl, don't be too hard on yourself. Give yourself a big pat on the back and remember that even though you went up a bit, you're still lighter than when you started, so in the big picture you're still moving towards your goal.
yep...thanks guys...your support means the world to me...and I am NOT just saying that...it really does. keep it coming!
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