Ok I am trying not to be bitter...but I have had the worst luck in men...don't really trust myself any more to choose the right ones...perhaps I should just swing to the 'other' side for awhile
Oh God NOOOOOO! I am not that desperate. (besides, I still like men really...)
I am actually currently divorcing my philandering, abusive, bastard of an X (of course I don't use those words when speaking about him to my darling children) but anyhow...we brought a house together when we were married which he is currently living in (I ran away to NZ with the clothes off my back soon after we separated) But now, with debts mounting, the one way that we can get out of debt completely is to sell our asset and pay them off. However, he refuses..."no, I want to keep this as an investment for my children"
...yea right! this from a man that doesn't even call or send them presents on Christmas Day! He has EVERYTHING at the moment, the cars, the house, our belongings and I have nothing but my dignity, a measly pension, a good idea, and the children...albeit they are the prize posession!
Move on M! its OVER I am not coming back to that house and neither are my children. Selling the house would mean I can BREATH again nothing then will tie me to him not the debts, not the house. The best thing he ever did for me is give me my gorgeous children but apart from them I don't want anything else to do with him or from him. He just loves the fact that I am struggling on a pension and still need him...to pay child support (which he deliberately doesn't) its one way he can still control me...through withholding money and exerting his right over the children once and awhile (although most of the time they are terribly inconvenient to him).
I live for the day when I don't need him anymore where I can tell him to fuck himself and his child support. I can't wait till the day when he see's me doing well emotionally, physically, financially that he's green with envy at what he missed out on. Somewhere, deep within me there is a POWERFUL WOMAN underneath the 10 years of abuse and a battered self esteem...I hope to meet that woman again. I guess, I just want to be able to make my own choices in life and not be dependent on bloody men...apart from a quick roll in the hay who needs them!....
Oh God NOOOOOO! I am not that desperate. (besides, I still like men really...)
I am actually currently divorcing my philandering, abusive, bastard of an X (of course I don't use those words when speaking about him to my darling children) but anyhow...we brought a house together when we were married which he is currently living in (I ran away to NZ with the clothes off my back soon after we separated) But now, with debts mounting, the one way that we can get out of debt completely is to sell our asset and pay them off. However, he refuses..."no, I want to keep this as an investment for my children"
...yea right! this from a man that doesn't even call or send them presents on Christmas Day! He has EVERYTHING at the moment, the cars, the house, our belongings and I have nothing but my dignity, a measly pension, a good idea, and the children...albeit they are the prize posession!
Move on M! its OVER I am not coming back to that house and neither are my children. Selling the house would mean I can BREATH again nothing then will tie me to him not the debts, not the house. The best thing he ever did for me is give me my gorgeous children but apart from them I don't want anything else to do with him or from him. He just loves the fact that I am struggling on a pension and still need him...to pay child support (which he deliberately doesn't) its one way he can still control me...through withholding money and exerting his right over the children once and awhile (although most of the time they are terribly inconvenient to him).
I live for the day when I don't need him anymore where I can tell him to fuck himself and his child support. I can't wait till the day when he see's me doing well emotionally, physically, financially that he's green with envy at what he missed out on. Somewhere, deep within me there is a POWERFUL WOMAN underneath the 10 years of abuse and a battered self esteem...I hope to meet that woman again. I guess, I just want to be able to make my own choices in life and not be dependent on bloody men...apart from a quick roll in the hay who needs them!....
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give me the address I will go egg the house
well maybe not but at least I can sneer when I drive past it LMAO
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